Coil_The_Ape_of_Naples


Amber rain is beautiful but wrong
Caught between weak and being strong
It seems these days the weaker ones survive
What an awful way to find out you're alive


A dull warm red water falls
Flowing down to the sea
Where deeper darker waters wait for me


I don't expect I'll ever understand
How life just trickled through my hand


By: Coil
On: The Ape of Naples
Realeased: 2005
 
To focus thee Will on one's true desires, in thee belief, gathered from experience that this maximizes and makes happen all those things that one wants in every area ov life. Explore daily your deepest desires, fantasies and motives, gradually focussing on what you would like to happen in a perfect world, a perfect situation, taking away all restrictions and practical considerations, what you'd REALLY want. Then decide to try and DO it. Thee mere visualization ov that true goal begins thee process that makes it happen. Clean out thee trappings and debris ov compromise, ov what you've been told is REASONABLE for a person in your circumstances. Be clear in admitting your real desires. Discard all irrelevancies. Ask yourself who you want as friends, if you need or want to work, what you want to eat. Check and re-check everything deeper and deeper, more and more precisely to get closer and ultimately integrate with your REAL Self. Once you are  focussed on your self internally, thee external aspects ov your life will fall into place. [ Excerpt from The Grey Book by T.O.P.Y. (London 1982)]